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April 29th, 2009
10:32 am - day 3.. is it?
So, even though it's only been a couple days, I think enough is enough. Granted it's hard to get away from all those intrusive thoughts (like basically all of my bad dreams last night), but I can really not just go on being pathetic like this.
I will be fine. And I am doing really great here in Japan, through following my dream, making good money to pay off my loans, being independent, and learning.
I know I am cute and have a good personality, so I am really not the type of person to spend my whole life alone.
Tetsuya is a great friend, and we have been through a lot together, so I wont let any future jealousy or insecurities get in the way of this. Im gonna go eat a real meal for the first time in a couple days, and then do wii boxing.
If I can just stay positive, it will all be okay.
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April 28th, 2009
08:02 am - morning post number 2
listening to Utada's come back to me in my head. Im still waiting for the catharsis of this blog to kick in. Im going into work soon, but I already plan on leaving after I talk to my boss.
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06:43 am - morning day 2
i woke up with a hole in me.
i just wanna hug you now. why do i feel so weak
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April 27th, 2009
11:00 pm - hey blog, I need you now.
I am really not good at writing blogs, and I never thought I would take up to writing one again, but something has happened where I think that maybe writing something here can offer emotional support. You guessed it - I broke up with my boyfriend.
If I write it like that, it really seems rather trivial. Everyone's broken up with their boy(girl)friend before.
But he was everything to me.
From here on out, everything I say will sound completely cheesey, like a poorly written love song. I always hated those cliche lyrics, but now I understand them a little better. When you really feel something with all your heart, the cliches start making more sense.
Let me tell you how bad I am right now. Well, I suppose I could be worse, but listen. Normally, if you are typing a text message on your phone and receive a message at the same time, your phone will lag for a second while it announces the incoming message. Now whenever my computer or phone lags a little bit, I instantly think I am getting a message from him.
I miss you, tecchan. (there , it just happened again.. my computer is old)
I miss you so much. I miss you sooooooooo much. This is right after I told you I would love you forever. Granted I was drunk at the time, but I really really meant it. my brain feels weird.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/scared.gif) distressed
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December 5th, 2006
June 2nd, 2006
11:42 pm - letter to translate
안녕하세요...
그간 잘지내셨 는 지요.... 몇일전에 편지 를 보냈는데 되 돌아 왔더군요.....
규진이 는 잘지내나요 규진이 동생도 물론 잘지내고 있겠죠???
요즘엔 부쩍 규진이 또래에 아이 들 만보면 괜히 다가가게되요....
전 잘지내고 있써요... 제가 영어가 부족 하다보니 이렇게 한글 로 씁니다...
규진이가.... 그린 그림 (그림 이 맞나???) 은 잘 받아보았씁 니다....
이렇게 인터넷 으로 연락 을 할수있다니..... 조금 은 꿈 갔네요
펜 헴 부부 도 잘지 내시져???? 그 동안 어디 아프신데 도 없죠*^^*
아프시면 안되요.. 규진이 와 은별이 의 꽃 이니까요.....
참 은별이 가 귀엽게 생겼써여... 은별이 도 공개 입양 인가요??
실래 가 됐다면 죄송해요
다른말로... 전 에제 여태 껏 보내 주신 편지 들 과 사진 그리고 책자 들 을 다시봤써요...
펜 헴 부부 의 정성에 다시 금 감사를 드립니다....
저도 앞으론 정성껏 이메일 을 통해서 자주 연락 드릴께요...
물론 편지두 할꺼구요.... 그럼 이만 잘지 내세요....
(이메일 은 금방 갈려나???)
2006-06-02 am7:51
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April 15th, 2006
April 7th, 2006
April 18th, 2004
01:08 am - BoA, Rie Fu, Yano Maki
Just right click and download to disk to get the file.
[song] Atlantis Princess (Just Function Mix)
[artist] BoA
[mood] energizing, happy
[language] Korean
[genre] Pop, dance
[grade] A
[review] Although this can be considered a little too happy to some people, I really like it. In fact I'd have to say that it's my all time favorite korean BoA song. It always made me happy to listen to the original, and the remix gives me almost as much of that feeling, but it also is peppier and danceable, so it's all good.
[song] 心の手紙 (kokoro no tegami) remix
[artist] BoA
[mood] jungle-ish
[language] Japanese
[genre] Pop
[grade] A-
[review] Kokoro no Tegami is a great song from BoA's LOVE & HONESTY album. too bad it was never a single, I definitely think it had potential. Anyway, I remixed this song with a program called garage band. Now I've made some pretty crappy remixes, but this one sounds more or less natural, and I like listening to this version a lot more than the original. Tell me what you think
[song] decay
[artist] Rie Fu
[mood] happy, relaxed
[language] Japanese
[genre] Pop, Acoustic
[grade] A+
[review] This song is awesome! It's actually relaxed, maybe 'clean' would have been a better word? Anyway, there's a lot of pretty guitar and the lyrics are pretty cool (although weird at some points). Rie Fu's voice is also very pretty in this song, especially when she hits the notes while singing "anata wa" (you'll know what I mean). If anyone has any other of Rie Fu's songs, please tell me and maybe we could trade or something. She's a relatively new artist that debuted in late March, 2004.
[song] 夜曲 (Yakyoku)
[artist] 矢野 真紀 (Yano Maki)
[mood] soothing, sad
[language] Japanese
[genre] Ballad
[grade] A+
[review] This is probably my favorite Japanese ballad right now. The lyrics are so awesome, and so clearly spoken and crisp, yet smooth at the same time. Her voice is definitely very pretty in this song. As far as favorites go, this equates to a ballad version of Rie Fu's decay; it's awesome!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/okay.gif) okay
Current Music: STYLE by 安室奈美恵 (Amuro Namie)
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April 17th, 2004
03:01 pm - First entry
Ok, so after really getting into jpop and visiting a number of mp3 rotation sites, I decided to try and make my own. I won't upload anything in this entry yet, but I will next time I post. If anyone can't read the Japanese, or just can't read it and would rather see things in romanji, just tell me. Alright, now I'm off to find servers to upload my music!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/awake.gif) awake
Current Music: 誰かの願いが叶うころ by 宇多田ヒカル
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